as if I've failed in life.
I have no real purpose,
living with my mother, brother, and a puppy of 11 weeks old.

that I'm getting fatter by the second,
sitting here in my chair,
eating donuts,
drinking tea,
staring at the computer screen.

disrupted by my brother's crying.
he's having a nightmare so I can't blame him.

like Spring Break has gone by too fast.
my friends and I having seen eachother
only once or twice.

like the old Christina back in 2005,
a sophomore in high school,
thinking college is far away.

Truth is...

next year I'm going to be a senior,
filling out college applications,
asking for teacher recommendations,
opening up acceptance or rejection letters.

I'm only 16, and it finally hit me.

Life is going by too fast.

I have to do something...

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I'm so stressed. Help me God.

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